Intership .

IPPD Kajang - SANGAT BEST! :DD

What's Next?

OMG! I just cannot wait to finish my study. Like seriously!

I have a dream. And I want to achieve it! Hopefully :)

Lets struggle to the stars Aqila!

May Allah always be with me. Gambatte kudasai~ :))

Over .

Am I doing the wrong decision? Why can I just get over it? Please Aqila. It is all over! :\

Sometimes goodbye is a painful way to say I love you .

Sabar.

Bila dah redha tentang sesuatu perkara, mesti ada perkara lain yang timbul yang sudah semestinya menguji kesabaran. Haih. Try to accept it as it is Aqila. Sabar tu kan separuh daripada iman. Hmmmmmm.

Dari Suhaib r.a., bahwa Rasulullah saw. bersabda: “Sungguh menakjubkan perkaranya orang yang beriman, karena segala urusannya adalah baik baginya. Dan hal yang demikian itu tidak akan terdapat kecuali hanya pada orang mukmin; yaitu jika ia mendapatkan kebahagiaan, ia bersyukur, karena (ia mengetahui) bahwa hal tersebut merupakan yang terbaik untuknya. Dan jika ia tertimpa musibah, ia bersabar, karena (ia mengetahui) bahwa hal tersebut merupakan hal terbaik bagi dirinya.” (hadith riwayat Muslim)

Mungkin ada hikmah dan balasan disebalik kesabaran ini. Hopefully.

Pulau Sipadan.

I'm HOME! Hehee :D

Oh. While browsing the net just now, I found a few interesting (interesting lah kot) things. Firstly (okey this is interesting), I am very sure that you are happy without me. 110% sure! And that is very good! I am happy for you too. :))

Then, I am thinking of going to Pulau Sipadan. I want to experience it myself. Like seriously! Oh oh. Siap join WWF punya campaign yang save turtle life tu. Hahaa. Ni semua sebab subjek International Law. Haih.



Sangat cantiklah.

I think I want to go shopping. But not sure when. Tomorrow maybe. Tak pun Jumaat. Hopefully menjadi. Hehe :D

Last but not least, meeting the besties. Sebulan lebih dah tak jumpa. Rinduu~~~~ :\

Aqilah.

I have had enough for now. Membuang masa je fikir pasal perkara perkara yang tak penting langsung tu. There are so many other things that I need to focus on. Yep. So many other interesting things! :))

I will be back to normal. At this very moment. Back to the old me. Flirt, happy, playful, immature, and heartless. Yes. Definitely I'll be heartless. That is the real me. No more perasaan perasaan yang mengarut tu. Go away! Shooo~~~

Lacunae.

Okey. Dah lama tak update blog. I dont have time and I dont have any sentence to write. Haih. Well, for the pass few months, I was like lost. Miserable. I'm not sure why. But I think there is a lacunae in me :\

But I will get over it. Sooner or later :)

I am still searching. Oh oh. Nak ceritalah. Hehee.

There is a girl. Who is secretly in love, her secret being she cant tell anyone. If not they will all laugh and be shocked. Well that is because the boy, he had never give her a second look. She is all confused and all mixed up. Why does she feel this way? All she knows is when shes with him, shes free. Free to be who she is and to be happy. She just wants to be with him, to be able to tell him how she feels for him, to feel the way she does.

She cant believe how great he makes her feel. She feels like when she is with him, all she can do is have a great time. With him, she is herself. The thing is he see her for her. He has no clue how great he makes her feel. All she can say is she hope she is returning the favour. He makes her laugh, smile, and feel beautiful. How can he do all that? Its almost like its too good to be true. She feels like she is stuck inside of a great dream.

She is waiting to be pinched, so she can wake up and come to reality. But when she talks or she is with him, it's real. He is real and this is real. He takes my jokes and she take his! What else could she possibly ask for. But, she will never be able to express her love, she will shelter it in her heart.. For always!

Jiwang kan? Hahahaa. Well may be she is just not ready yet for love. For some good reasons. Just let love finds her ;)

I Will Redeem Myself!

I Give Up !

I am not going to fight over this losing battle anymore..

:((

Feels like crying right now.

Can I cry on your shoulder, anyone?

I Am Single. And Available.

Susahnya~~~~ :\

First day of class. Driving class. Haih. Macam susah je rasa. Actually I am not confident enough to drive a manual car. Aaaaaaaaa~~~~ Kat bukit tu susah la. Sekali je yang perfect. Huh!

I hope tomorrow is much better than today. Amin.

:((

Shawl.

I wore selendang that day. I look so~~~~~ FUNNY! Haish. :S

Anyone.. Please teach me how to wear shawl properly.

Pretty please!

Dr. Khairul Idzwan Baharin.

I have watched the clip of Dr. Khairul Idzwan Baharin in youtube. OMG! Is that really Khairul Idzwan Baharin, the ex-vocalist of Saujana? Oh. Please NO!

What had happened to him?

If it were happened to be that that Khairul Idzwan Baharin in the clip was him then hopefully someone can guide him back to square one. Please. :(

Kecewa.

I'm thinking of going to London end of this year.

But unfortunately I have to go for latihan praktikal. Haish!

Sangatlah mengecewakan! Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~~~ :((

Bored.

Yesterday I went home..

The test sucks! Semua soalan tanya pasal case. Haish. This medical law, and the lecturer, both are fun. I am the one who needs to put extra effort to this subject. :|

I wasted my time at Kuala Lumpur Central for about 2 hours. Makan makan at McDonalds. I took the train at 1600 hours. Then daddy fetched me at UKM. How I really miss abah and mummy so much! :(

I went to see the dentist, Dr. Roslan. He is very friendly. Love to way he talk. Very soft and full of expression. He loves to smile too. Sweet! :)) But his assistant, he is weird. Hahaa.

Mummy bought me a green baju kurung. Nice. Thanks mummy! :)

Oh oh. My gigi besi is now have changed its colour. It is now pink and blue. Ngahahahahaaha :p

Numb.

I just feel uneasy right now.. :|

1. My mood. It swings. Again. But I dont know why. External pressures may be. Haih.

2. Why she so mad at me? What have I done? Is it about yesterday? But why? Do I need to tell her where I want to go? I'm confused lah. :S

3. I want instant monies! Where can I get it? Hmmmmm..

4. Volleyball. Haih. I fail to train them! :(

5. Illa gave me a chain, with my name on it. So sweet! I like~~~ Thanks illa. :))

6. I'm in love with Micheal Buble's songs currently. Melayan perasaan.

7. I'm gaining weight. It is the effect of the mood again. Oh mood, please be normal.

8. I miss some people. :(

9. I want a holiday. I want to go to the beach.. Please please please!

10. Or may be I just wanna go home.

Hmmmmm... nak tido laaa.

That Day.

Last Tuesday, we were so busy preparing materials for our research proposal. After mooting class, we were so~ hungry. Therefore we decided to go to Menara to have our brunch there. It was crowded. Whike eating our meals, suddenly Sue asked me, "Aqila kau sakit ape eh?". I was like, "Why? Aku anemia". Then she replied, "Oh, kesian kau tak boleh tido malam". I was blur. But we all just remained silence. Suddenly Trah and Afzan shouted, "Tu insomnia la ngok!". Hahahahaahahaa... Sue memang macam tu. Blur. May be she needs to reorganise all the information stored in her brain. So that it will not be mixed up. Hehee :p

Then Trah and Sue went to the foyer of the Menara for blood donation. Oh I cannot donate my blood lah. Selamat! :D So Afzan and I went to the library to start searching for our materials. Panas. The air-conditioner broke down! Haih. But it was still fine la kan. So I went downstairs to search through online database. The server was so~~ slow, plus the library website was under maintenance. Huh. That was very lucky of me.. not!

At 1400 hours, we went to health care class.n The topic was about medical negligence. I have just realised that I have misunderstood the case of Bolam and Rogers v Whitaker.

Bolam Principle is NOT overruled by the principle in the case of Rogers v Whitaker. It is actually two different principles. The different between these two is the standard of care. In Bolam Principle, the doctors have no duty to give information to the patients unless the patients ask to do so. In contrast to Rogers v Whitaker. the doctors have the duty to disclose the risk of treatment. This principle had been used in the recent case of Foo Fio Na. Haish. I was wrong all this while. Oh okey okey. Enough with this.

Next class, administration of trust. I dont like this subject. Together with the lecture. Oh dear. I hope I can pass this subject. :S We waited for about half an hour and the class had only started at 1800 hours! Dah la kelas tu setengah je lecturer tu buat, patu cover topik pasal the principle laid down in the case of Howe v Darthmouth and power of trustee. Oh sangatlah tak berbaloi menunggu! I can read on my own kot. I only waited for that long for the attendance. During that learning session, it was raining heavily. So I decided to join Trah to go to Alam Sentral to buy her printer. I want to eat. Sangat lapar! After buying the printer, we went to Kenny Rogers. Ummmmmm yummy~ :D We talked about our pass, laugh, and really enjoy the foods.

Around 2130 hours, we arrived home. That night we work so~~~ hard for the research proposal. This is due to the lecturer yg moody tak tentu pasal plus sangat garang. We printed our materials sampai ink printer tu habis. Hahahaa.. But it turned out to be very good on the next day. Alhamdulillah. :))

Malas! :(

Hari ni sangatlah malas. To the maximum level of it.

I have to pack all those stuff. Clean my room. Cuci gambar. And buy some stuffs too. Because I have to go back to Terataiku yang layu di tasik madu, today! Haish.

Oh. Kura kura dah mati. Pagi tadi. Mom told me. Hmmm may be he suffered a chronic disease. Or may be he killed himself for no reason. Or may be he just gave up his life because he cannot get along with the other female kura kura tu. Or may be he wanted to be free, so he thought by killing himself he will be free. Or may be he ate too much. Or may be he was too hyperactive. Or may be the cengkerang cannot protect him any longer so he died. Or may be he got stuck at the celah celah batu. Oh oh. Or may be that female kura kura had killed him. OMG! That is so cruel of her. Hmmmm I'm not sure la. But he died this morning.

Esok dah start kelas. Next week penuh dengan test. Dah la tak tahu belajar apa. Tiba tiba saja ada test. :S Assignment bertimbun. Research proposal tak cari material lagi. Literature tak sentuh langsung (what is the rationale of this subject? Hish. Membanyakkan kerja laa).

The rummies, they are off for camping. For the whole week pulak tu. Tinggallah aku seorang diri. Aaaaaaaaaaa~~ Mesti bosan nanti. :(

I hope I am still a normal human being after this torturing week.

TANAK BALIK UiTM! :((

Aqila Can Cook? o_O

Sery buzz! me just now. Telling me about the planning today. We will have our makan makan at Old Town with Nadiah. Hopefully Maisaa can join us too. Then suddenly she said she miss my cooking... Huh? My WHAT? Hahahaha unbelievable okey! Since when I can cook la yang? Just the pancakes and the french toast la. Hmm.. okey. May be later I will do the cooking and invite you and Maisaa to have it. Hehee. Still, that is unbelievable. :D

I Am Not Happy!

UNO Game.

Just now we went to lepak lepak at 15. Around 2130 hours. Its been awhile I havent lepak there. After we had ordered our foods and beverages, we played UNO card. I have improved.. Drastically! That is impressive okey~~ Ngahahahaa :p We were like the loudest in that restaurant. Mesti orang orang dalam tu menyampah tengok kami. Hauna pon cakap suara kami dengar sampai kat meja dia. We were seating inside the restaurant and hauna's table is outside, near the screen. Oh sangatlah kuat! Hehee sorry people. We just wanna have some fun! :D The last game took like an hour to finish. And I was the first one who got the UNO game. Haish. Boring kena tunggu~~ Hmmm we went home at 0010 hours. I break my curfew. Hehe. Eat, laugh and share. It is fun! :))

New Shoes.

I bought a new shoes.. Love it! :))

Tapi ade rase mcm bob the builder sikit laa. Haish.

That feeling, please go away!



I like that mushroom. Super cute! :D

Lost.

Dear blog,

I am sad. Very sad. :((

Whatever I do seemed to be so wrong!

What should I do now?

Lubaina's Wedding.

This wedding is unique! :)

Genting Highland.

We usually do stupid stuffs whenever we are together. Since we were young. :D

Today, we went to Genting Highland. It took 2 hours to arrive there due to traffic congested. Then we had our dinner at KFC. And that was the worst KFC chicken I have ever taste + that fried chicken was green! Ewwweeee~~ Bluwekk! Disgusting. After that, we bought the tickets to get into the outdoor theme park. Sempat main 3 game je then it was raining heavily. Tak puas! Haish. But overall, we had fun! :)

Love you dearest cousins! xoxo

White-ness.

Now, I am an angel. Black no more! Hehehee :D

Volleyball.

I have to join SUKSIS volleyball team. Haih. Malasnye laa! I love volleyball. However the skills and the spring are gone. I dont know where it goes. Oh. Last weekend, during pemilihan, no one can play! OMG! Macam mane nak pilih macam tu? Puan Fauzani asked me whether there is any other possible way to select them. Duh. Obviously NO! Perempuan, if you can serve then that will be good enough. If not then die lah. Hmmmmm. So I said its okey. Just select the one who at least can pukul bola and tak takut bola. We can train them later. Hopefully.

Now, I have the final 12. I hope we can cooperate with each other. Last 2 days, we had our training. We played in the rain. And it was fun! :D Yesterday we had our second training. 2 sessions of training; 2 hours in the evening and another 2 hours at night. It was kinda fun also. But some of them were too~ playful! I was a bit angry. Ape lagi, kena la sound kan. They started to tarik muka. But like I care. There are time where you can be very playful and there are also time you should be serious. Wake up la! If not then theres no point of training everyday. Haish. I hope they will understand. :S

Oh dear. Why do I have to handle this thing? Aduhai. Sangatlah malas! Tanak main~~

Birthday Wishes.

Well, since there is no coverage at teratai (sangat menggeramkan!), I received my birthday wishes a bit late. But its fine la. Theres no one to be blamed. I received messages from Sery Maisaa Hanim Dayang Gda Hanaq Mexx Afy Citra and some other people. Thanks peeps for the wish!

The next day, my sister Feezan called me. Whoa! It was a bit shocking. Hahaha. But sorry, I dont give a damn. Then my other sister Fiqa called me. Terjerit-jerit. Hello! We were like talking on the phone. Overexcited pulak dia. Heh. A few minutes later, my dad called me. Heeee thanks for the wish abah! Then mommy called me. Hahahaaa.. Why dont just called me once and just pass the phone around. Haish. Pelik pelik je. Maksu also sent me a birthday message. She asked me, "nak ape?" Hahahaa.. I love~ that question! Hehee :D But I just told her I just want a caramel cake. She bought me that cake. I love~~~ Thanks maksu! :)



Sincerely, It is weird when I celebrate my birthday. Surprises is fine but celebrate birthday is like awkward. I have no idea why. May be because I never get used to it. Anyways thanks for these 2 happening days. And thanks a million for that birthday wishes. I really appreciate it! :)

Happy 21st Birthday Aqila! :)

Thursday. That night, Illa and I had a meeting with Puan Nik. It was about volleyball thingy. Hish. Malasnya nak involve! :S Then we went back to T2105. Tired! After awhile, Huda Zue Sikin Myra Feeza and Farahin came into the room and sing a birthday song. Oh. Its already 12 a.m. My birthday! :D They gave me a green, hand made birthday card with my picture in front of it. Nice! :) Then it was raining heavily. It was hujan rahmat, may be. I am 21 years old now.

The next day, Friday. I went to class. And unfortunately, all my classes had been canceled. Again! Haish. So I went back to teratai and get myself ready to have some fun. Heh. I went to Mid Valley Megamall with Trah.





Heh. Not so many pictures lah. I watched Maut and it was so~ boring! But Trah said it was a good start for me to enter into adulthood. Hahaha crap okey! :p I ate mushroom soup, spaghetti, pizza, sundae, and yoshinoya. Sangatlah kenyang! :D Then I went back to teratai.

We had room inspection that night. Hish. Malas! We did clean our room, and that time it do look like a room. Hahahaa.. The softboard. We managed to decorate it in 5 minutes. Amazing! Hahahaha.. so not!



Then, Puan Nik, Puan Fauzani and Puan Ezanty came to my room and asked me why I didnt put my picture on that pink card (I dont know what they call it). It was a bit suspicious. But I said I will later. Suddenly Puan Nik attacked my with bedak. Banyak pulak tu. Haish. Masuk mata. Pedih! She couldnt stop! Huh. Geram je~ Because I cant attack her back! Eeeeeee~~ And Puan Fauzani put some cream on my face. Ewe~~ Busuk! Now, the room is messed. Bedak berkeliaran! Hish. Wait la you people. Hmmm nenek kebayan much? Naahhhhh!



They laughed at me!





Hmm it was fun! And I love~~ them so much! Thanks for making my day. :)

Green.

I just realize that I have quite a few things in GREEN. Hm let see..

~ Green toothbrush, colgate, shampoo and conditioner.


~ Selipar jamban hijau.


~ Face towel. Cute!


~ Beg laptopku.


~ Gigi hijau. ngahahahahaaa


~ Oh. Dan mereka jugak hijau! hehehee :D

Braces.

Its been awhile I havent update my blog. This is due to maxis 3G coverage yang sangatlah teruk kat kolej ni! Huh. Geram betul! Okey, calm down Aqila.. Well, nothing interesting happened in last few days. Nothing much. Oh. Except for my teeth! They are wearing braces currently. They are green. A bit hurt. Ngilu. Ulcers. Haih. I dont know why people are dying to use this piece of metal. Sangatlah tak selesa! And the most important, I CANNOT EAT! Hish. Can you imagine how sad I am.. Very~~ :(( No wonder there is a quote saying that "beauty is pain". Sucks! I really miss my passionate moment where I can swallow almost everything that is served in front of me. Now not anymore! aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~~ How I wish I can remove this thing. :((

Now I regret!

Danie Oh Danie.

Hmmmm bosannye danie takde! haish. Now I know how she felt when she is all alone at home..




LOVE HER!

Resolutions?

Its 2009 now. Hmmmm I still dont have any resolution. :D It is quite important actually because whenever I have a resolution, I have a target (even though it doesnt last longer). Heh. So what is it going to be this year? I have nothing in mind right now. Haish. Well, I'm thinking of:

~ being a morning person.

~ not "ponteng" any of my classes anymore (including SUKSIS).

~ getting better result.

~ being heartless.

~ lose weight, in order to keep myself fit.

Not much. These are not actually my resolutions, but it is more like a guideline to me so that I wont act beyond the limit. I really really really need to change myself. Some minor positive changes will be fine. Haih. Hopefully everything will turn up to be good and enjoyable this year. :)


I dont wanna grow up fast!