Down.

I really need a shoulder to cry on at this very moment :(

Oh God, please send someone to me. Pretty please :((

I want my own life back! I want it back!

Be strong Aqila. Please. Be strong!

And remember Aqila, YOU ARE NEVER ONE OF THEM. NEVER.

Paintball, I want MORE! :DD

SUKSIS oh SUKSIS :)

Few weeks back, I was attending SUKSIS training for Majlis Perbarisan Tamat Latihan & Penyampaian Sijil Kor SUKSIS Semalaysia 2010. It was held in UM and the training was for 2 weeks.

First week, latihan kawad best tapi tak laratlah sebab asyik kena dengar SM Said(oh harap-harap SM tak baca hahaa) membebel. Dah la dalam keadaan statik semasa senang diri, kena jemur tengah panas lagi sampai 2 jam. Aduhai, memanglah sangat meletihkan, menghitamlegamkan, dan memanaskan hati ini! Nasib baik mental tak tercalar. Haih. Second week, Tuan Rahman telah mengadakan rampasan kuasa. And time ni barulah kami sedar kenapa UiTM dibenci. Hahaa. But who cares? Kan kan. I am so proud to part of UiTM! :) Second week dah terasa macam sekejap je. Aktiviti paling menarik minggu ini ialah poco-poco. It was so much fun doing it! :DD

19th June 2010 - Majlis Perbarisan Tamat Latihan & Penyampaian Sijil Kor SUKSIS Semalaysia 2010.

The event started at 0715 am. It was okay and thank God ucapan VC UM dan Raja Dr. Nazrin kejap je. Kalau tak, confirm ramai yang pengsan. Hahaa. Tapi masa habis perbarisan, tiba-tiba je keluar air mata. We have made it! Dengan jayanya! Sangat memuaskan hati :) Ada juga senior Skuad 3 yang datang tengok kami. Suka~~ Sebab Skuad 4 memang dah dimanjakan oleh Skuad 3. Hahahaaa :PP Oh oh. I am so in love dengan Pancaragam PDRM. Mereka sangat attractive! Hahahaa :D

Then, kena rush pegi dewan pula untuk penyampaian sijil. Tukar tudung, stokin, kasut dalam bas. Memang sangat tercemarlah udara dalam bas tu. Hahaa. Sorry encik driver bas. Majlis ni macam boring sikitlah (sebab saya tidak suka majlis formal). Lepas settle majlis dalam dewan, kami terus balik kolej. And unfortunately, makanan untuk lunch telah dikebas oleh orang-orang yang tidak bertanggungjawab. Haish. Lapar kot! Hm redha je laa.

Next, kami ada majlis bersama jurulatih. Kami masuk baris, buat perlahan jalan sambil nyanyi lagu bertemu dan berpisah. Sangat touching okay! Memang tak boleh tahan dah air mata ni. Lepas tu kena jumpa jurulatih sorang-sorang. Time ni lagi la sedih! Jurulatih pun speechless. They love us so much, and we love them more! :\

Malam, kami ada dinner. Tak berapa menariklah. Semua pon tak sabar nak balik kolej. Lepas je Tan Sri Musa Hassan balik, kami pon terus berlari-lari naik bas. Boring kot. Hahaaa. Tapi malam tu budak lelaki dah beli kek utk jurulatih. So malam tu ada lagi la aktiviti dengan jurulatih. Kami nyanyi lagu memori tercipta. And again, menyentuh perasaan juga. Sedih. We are just like one big loving family. Masa makan kek tu, mereka siap main baling-baling krim la pulak. Cis. nasib baik sempat menyelamatkan diri. Ish ishh.

So, overall, 2 weeks in UM did give quite a big impact to us. We spent most of the time together. We took care of each other, had our meal together, practice together, share the laugh and tears all together. We just love each other. This will be my most precious memories ever and hopefully our friendship will last forever. Ameen.

And that was the last chapter of Skuad 4 :(



Our guardian angels hahaa :D