I Want~~

Sony Ericsson W910i Havana Bronze..

Sooner or later.. you will be mine! :D

Malas~

OMG! I have to go back to Shah Alam tomorrow. Malasnye! I havent prepare anything yet. I have to print my exam result. I have to find my passport photo. And the most important, I have to pack all my stuff. I dont know where to start. :S Haih.

Can I have a little more time please?

Reality Check!

I dont deserve to love, and I dont deserve to be loved.

How come you dare to dream beyond?

Reality check Aqila!

The SIX.

~ Siti Munirah Roslan
~ Kausar Ridzuan
~ Seri Munirah Mustaza
~ Nadiah Md Nasir
~ Maisaa Muha
~ Nuraqilah Abdul Nasir

I hope the 6 of us can be back to normal. I really miss the moment together. The good old days. Please stop fighting. Let bygone be bygone. Please please please! :(

Blank.

Its been awhile I have not write an entry... I cannot find the word, and even the mood to blog. Wonder where it goes. Haih.

: |

Saye sangatlah moody malam ni.. Haih.

To those whom it may concern, I'm so~ sorry!

Insaf.

* Bila Paderi Terpaksa Buka Rahsia *

Ada seorang pemuda Arab yang baru saja menyelesaikan bangku kuliahnya di Amerika. Pemuda ini adalah salah seorang yang diberi nikmat oleh Allah berupa pendidikan agama Islam bahkan dia mampu mendalaminya. Selain belajar, dia juga seorang jurudakwah Islam. Ketika berada di Amerika, dia berkenalan dengan salah seorang Nasrani. Hubungan mereka semakin akrab, dengan harapan semoga Allah s.w.t. memberinya hidayah masuk Islam.

Pada suatu hari mereka berdua berjalan-jalan di sebuah perkampungan di Amerika dan melintas dekat sebuah gereja yang terdapat di kampung tersebut. Temannya itu meminta agar dia turut masuk ke dalam gereja. Mula mula dia keberatan, namun kerana desakan akhirnya pemuda itu pun memenuhi permintaannya lalu ikut masuk ke dalam gereja dan duduk di salah satu bangku dengan hening, sebagaimana kebiasaan mereka. Ketika paderi masuk, mereka serentak berdiri untuk memberikan penghormatan lantas kembali duduk. Di saat itu, si paderi agak terbeliak ketika melihat kepada para hadirin dan berkata, "Di tengah kita ada seorang Muslim. Aku harap dia keluar dari sini." Pemuda Arab itu tidak bergerak dari tempatnya. Paderi tersebut mengucapkan perkataan itu berkali-kali, namun dia tetap tidak bergerak dari tempatnya. Hingga akhirnya paderi itu berkata, "Aku minta dia keluar dari sini dan aku menjamin keselamatannya." Barulah pemuda ini beranjak keluar.Di ambang pintu, pemuda bertanya kepada sang paderi, "Bagaimana anda tahu bahawa saya seorang Muslim?" Paderi itu menjawab, "Dari tanda yang terdapat di wajahmu."

Kemudian dia beranjak hendak keluar. Namun, paderi ingin memanfaatkan kehadiran pemuda ini dengan mengajukan beberapa pertanyaan, tujuannya untuk memalukan pemuda tersebut dan sekaligus mengukuhkan agamanya. Pemuda Muslim itupun menerima tentangan debat tersebut. Paderi berkata, "Aku akan mengajukan kepada anda 22 pertanyaan dan anda harus menjawabnya dengan tepat. ' Si pemuda tersenyum dan berkata, "Silakan!"

Sang paderi pun mulai bertanya,

Sebutkan satu yang tiada duanya, dua yang tiada tiganya, tiga yang tiada empatnya, empat yang tiada limanya, lima yang tiada enamnya, enam yang tiada tujuhnya, tujuh yang tiada delapannya, delapan yang tiada sembilannya, sembilan yang tiada sepuluhnya, sesuatu yang tidak lebih dari sepuluh, sebelas yang tiada dua belasnya, dua belas yang tiada tiga belasnya, tiga belas yang tiada empat belasnya.

Sebutkan sesuatu yang dapat bernafas namun tidak mempunyai ruh!

Apa yang dimaksudkan dengan kuburan berjalan membawa isinya?

Siapakah yang berdusta namun masuk ke dalam syurga?

Sebutkan sesuatu yang diciptakan Allah namun Dia tidak menyukainya?

Sebutkan sesuatu yang diciptakan Allah dengan tanpa ayah dan ibu.

Siapakah yang tercipta dari api, siapakah yang diazab dengan api dan siapakah yang terpelihara dari api? Siapakah yang tercipta dari batu, siapakah yang diazab dengan batu dan siapakah yang terpelihara dari batu?

Sebutkan sesuatu yang diciptakan Allah dan dianggap besar!

Pohon apakah yang mempunyai 12 ranting, setiap ranting mempunyai 30 daun, setiap daun mempunyai 5 buah, 3 di bawah naungan dan dua di bawah sinaran matahari?

Mendengar pertanyaan tersebut, pemuda itu tersenyum dengan keyakinan kepada Allah. Setelah membaca 'Bismillah.. .' dia berkata,

*
-Satu yang tiada duanya ialah Allah s.w.t..*
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-Dua yang tiada tiganya ialah Malam dan Siang. Allah s.w.t. berfirman, 'Dan Kami jadikan malam dan siang sebagai dua tanda (kebesaran kami).'(Al-Isra': 12).*
*
-Tiga yang tiada empatnya adalah kesilapan yang dilakukan Nabi Musa ketika Khidir menenggelamkan sampan, membunuh seorang anak kecil dan ketika menegakkan kembali dinding yang hampir roboh. *
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-Empat yang tiada limanya adalah Taurat, Injil, Zabur dan al-Qur'an. *
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-Lima yang tiada enamnya ialah Solat lima waktu.*
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-Enam yang tiada tujuhnya ialah jumlah Hari ketika Allah s.w.t. menciptakan makhluk. *
*
-Tujuh yang tiada delapannya ialah Langit yang tujuh lapis. Allah s.w.t. berfirman, 'Yang telah menciptakan tujuh langit berlapis-lapis. Kamu sekali-kali tidak melihat pada ciptaan Rabb Yang Maha Pemurah sesuatu yang tidak seimbang.' (Al-Mulk: 3). *
*
-Delapan yang tiada sembilannya ialah Malaikat pemikul Arsy ar-Rahman. Allah s.w.t. berfirman, 'Dan malaikat-malaikat berada di penjuru-penjuru langit. Dan pada hari itu delapan orang malaikat menjunjung 'Arsy Rabbmu di atas (kepala) mereka.' (Al-Haqah: 17). *
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-Sembilan yang tiada sepuluhnya adalah mu'jizat yang diberikan kepada Nabi Musa iaitu: tongkat, tangan yang bercahaya, angin topan, musim paceklik, katak, darah, kutu dan belalang.**
*
-Sesuatu yang tidak lebih dari sepuluh ialah Kebaikan. Allah s.w.t. berfirman, 'Barang siapa yang berbuat kebaikan maka untuknya sepuluh kali lipat.' (Al-An'am: 160).*
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-Sebelas yang tiada dua belasnya ialah jumlah Saudara-Saudara Nabi Yusuf .*
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-Dua belas yang tiada tiga belasnya ialah Mu'jizat Nabi Musa yang terdapat dalam firman Allah, 'Dan (ingatlah) ketika Musa memohon air untuk kaumnya, lalu Kami berfirman, 'Pukullah batu itu dengan tongkatmu.' Lalu memancarlah daripadanya dua belas mata air.' (Al-Baqarah: 60). *
*
-Tiga belas yang tiada empat belasnya ialah jumlah Saudara Nabi Yusuf ditambah dengan ayah dan ibunya.*
*
-Adapun sesuatu yang bernafas namun tidak mempunyai ruh adalah waktu Subuh. Allah s.w.t. berfirman, 'Dan waktu subuh apabila fajarnya mulai menyingsing. ' (At-Takwir: 18). *
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-Kuburan yang membawa isinya adalah Ikan yang menelan Nabi Yunus AS. *
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-Mereka yang berdusta namun masuk ke dalam surga adalah saudara-saudara Nabi Yusuf, yakni ketika mereka berkata kepada ayahnya, 'Wahai ayah kami, sesungguhnya kami pergi berlumba-lumba dan kami tinggalkan Yusuf di dekat barang-barang kami, lalu dia dimakan serigala.' Setelah kedustaan terungkap, Yusuf berkata kepada mereka, 'Tak ada cercaan terhadap kamu semua.' Dan ayah mereka Ya'qub berkata, 'Aku akan memohonkan ampun bagimu kepada Rabbku. Sesungguhnya Dia-lah Yang Maha Pengampun lagi Maha Penyayang.' (Yusuf:98) *
*
-Sesuatu yang diciptakan Allah namun tidak Dia sukai adalah suara Keldai. Allah s.w.t. berfirman, 'Sesungguhnya sejelek-jelek suara adalah suara keldai.' (Luqman: 19). *
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-Makhluk yang diciptakan Allah tanpa bapa dan ibu adalah Nabi Adam, Malaikat, Unta Nabi Shalih dan Kambing Nabi Ibrahim. *
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-Makhluk yang diciptakan dari api adalah Iblis, yang diazab dengan api ialah Abu Jahal dan yang terpelihara dari api adalah Nabi Ibrahim. Allah s.w.t. berfirman, 'Wahai api dinginlah dan selamatkan Ibrahim.'(Al-Anbiya': 69). *
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-Makhluk yang terbuat dari batu adalah Unta Nabi Shalih, yang diazab dengan batu adalah tentara bergajah dan yang terpelihara dari batu adalah Ashabul Kahfi (penghuni gua).*
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-Sesuatu yang diciptakan Allah dan dianggap perkara besar adalah Tipu Daya Wanita, sebagaimana firman Allah s.w.t. 'Sesungguhnya tipu daya kaum wanita itu sangatlah besar.' (Yusuf: 28).*
*
-Adapun pohon yang memiliki 12 ranting setiap ranting mempunyai 30 daun, setiap daun mempunyai 5 buah, 3 di bawah teduhan dan dua di bawah sinaran matahari maknanya: Pohon adalah Tahun, Ranting adalah Bulan, Daun adalah Hari dan Buahnya adalah Solat yang lima waktu, Tiga dikerjakan di malam hari dan Dua di siang hari.*

Paderi dan para hadirin merasa takjub mendengar jawapan pemuda Muslim tersebut. Kemudian dia pun mula hendak pergi. Namun dia mengurungkan niatnya dan meminta kepada paderi agar menjawab satu pertanyaan saja. Permintaan ini disetujui oleh paderi. Pemuda ini berkata, "Apakah kunci syurga itu?"

Mendengar pertanyaan itu lidah paderi menjadi kelu, hatinya diselimuti keraguan dan rupa wajahnya pun berubah. Dia berusaha menyembunyikan kekhuatirannya, namun tidak berhasil. Orang-orang yang hadir di gereja itu terus mendesaknya agar menjawab pertanyaan tersebut, namun dia cuba mengelak. Mereka berkata, "Anda telah melontarkan 22 pertanyaan kepadanya dan semuanya dia jawab, sementara dia hanya memberi cuma satu pertanyaan namun anda tidak mampu menjawabnya!" Paderi tersebut berkata, "Sesungguh aku tahu jawapannya, namun aku takut kalian marah." Mereka menjawab, "Kami akan jamin keselamatan anda."

Paderi pun berkata, "Jawapannya ialah: Asyhadu An La Ilaha Illallah, Wa Asyhadu Anna Muhammadar Rasulullah."

Lantas paderi dan orang-orang yang hadir di gereja itu terus memeluk agama Islam. Sungguh Allah telah menganugerahkan kebaikan dan menjaga mereka dengan Islam melalui tangan seorang pemuda Muslim yang bertakwa.

Bila Diri Disayangi..

Terdengar bisikan mesra
Kalimah keramat bermentara
Bermulanya siang berakhir malam ku
Tak akan ku jemu menyebut namamu

Tiada batasan waktu
Tiada tempat mu tertentu
Di gunung di lembah
Di darat di air
Siapa pun hamba
Keikhlasan doa
Keagungan kasih
Merubah takdir

Bilaku sedari diri disayangi
Langkah kaki ini semakin berani
Bila terkeliru ku ucap namamu
Terasa diriku kembali dipandu

Engkau yang pertama
Tiada akhirnya
Aku dalam kegelapan engkaulah cahaya
Izinkahlah aku menumpang di sini
Di bawah naungan kasih dan sayang mu
Ku berserah diri

Aduhai..

I AM OFFICIALLY BROKE!


Nak DUIT~~~~~~~ :|

Interesting! :))

This is like very true! hahahahaa :D

You Are An Independent Girlfriend!

Whoa, Ms. Independent! Your guy digs your modern style... But he's sometimes left to wonder if you really like him. Keep that unique spirit, but show him your love a bit more often. No worries - you're light years away from smothering him!

What Kind of Girlfriend Are You?

Your Love is Based on Friendship

For you, chemistry doesn't really happen without compatibility. Companionship and openness are the most important parts of your relationships. Whoever you love should be your best friend. And falling in love with a good friend is never out of the question. Why your love can last: You only fall for people who you truly understand... and who truly understand you Why your love can fail: Sometimes you don't admit how important physical chemistry is to you

What Is Your Love Based On?

Imagination. Plaese!

There was one night, few days back, I was a bit puzzled. I was in my room, sitting on the floor, doing some stuff, in front of my laptop. Suddenly, I thought I saw "someone" with long black hair, sitting on my bed, beside encik beruang. Ummmmmm. Jangan la main main. Tak suka! :s I really really hope that was just my imagination. Please please please~~~ I dont want to see "anyone" strange anymore in my room. I was so scared when I saw it once in front of my toilet. Once is enough! Please go away from me.. :|

Back To Basic. :))

Look at me.. I am no one. I have no brain. I have no look. I have nothing. I am the ugly-est in the family. The stupidest. And that is very very very obvious. I think, one of the reasons of the unstable mood is may be because I feel a bit uneasy when guys are liking me. Not just liking, but haunting me. Haih. That is so absurd! I already have my own guardian. And that is more than enough. Well, I must do anything that is necessary in order to keep myself very low. I mean real low. I will be back to basic. A very dull one. That people will never even realize my existence. Heh. But how? I am myself. Hish.

Try harder Aqila! Gambatte~ :o)

The Truth.

Aqila yang TINGGI~~~ ngahahahaahaaa :D

Through The Rain.

Yesterday, I was sooo pissed off! Huh. Just let bygone be bygone Aqila. But whatever it is, I did realize that, except my parents, I have no one who I can count on. Just MYSELF.

Be Independent Aqila!

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When you get caught in the rain with no where to run
When you're distraught and in pain without anyone
When you keep crying out to be saved
But nobody comes and you feel so far away
That you just can't find your way home
You can get there alone
It's okay, what you say is
I can make it through the rain
I can stand up once again on my own
And I know that I'm strong enough to mend
And every time I feel afraid I hold tighter to my faith
And I live one more day and I make it through the rain
And if you keep falling down don't you dare give in
You will arise safe and sound, so keep pressing on steadfastly
And you'll find what you need to prevail
What you say is

I can make it through the rain
I can stand up once again on my own
And I know that I'm strong enough to mend
And every time I feel afraid I hold tighter to my faith
And I live one more day and I make it through the rain

And when the rain blows, as shadows grow close don't be afraid
There's nothing you can't face
And should they tell you you'll never pull through
Don't hesitate, stand tall and say

I can make it through the rain
I can stand up once again on my own
And I know that I'm strong enough to mend
And every time I feel afraid I hold tighter to my faith
And I live one more day and I make it through the rain

I can make it through the rain
And I live once again
And I live one more day
And I can make it through the rain
You will make it through the rain

Aku Gila!

I think I've gone mad.. Real mad! Haih.

Aqila.. Please do not just follow you heart.

Please be rational.

:o(

Nursery Rhymes. :D

*London Bridge.
*Twinkle Twinkle Little Star.
*Old McDonald Had A Farm.
*This Old Man.
*Oh Suzanna.
*Chan Mali Chan.
*Rasa Sayang.
*Dickory Dickory Dock.
*Pussy Cat Pussy Cat.
*Jack And Jill.
*Mary Had A Little Lamb.
*Baa Baa Black Sheep
*Clementine.
*Here We Go Round The Mulberry Bush.
*Humpty Dumpty
*Hey Diddle Diddle.
*Silent Night.

But I love~~~ this song.. :))

**When The Saint Go Marching In.

Oh when the saint
Go marching in
Oh when the saint go marching in
I want to be among their number
When the saint go marching in..

Oh when the saint
Go marching in
Oh when the saint go marching in
I want to be among their number
When the saint go marching in.

Abah, Aqila, Danie.

We sang that song just now..

I like~~~~ heheheee :D

COLT M16 5.56MM

October 18, 2008 - I did very very very bad that day. :(

That's When I Love You!

When you have to look away
When you don't have much to say
That's when I love you
I love you just that way

To hear you stumble when you speak
or see you walk with two left feet
That's when I love you
I love you endlessly

And when you're mad cause you lost a game
Forget I'm waiting in the rain
Baby I love you
I love you anyway

Cause here's my promise made tonight
You can count on me for life
Cause that's when I love you
When nothing you do could change my mind
The more I learn the more I love
The more my heart can't get enough
That's when I love you
When I love you no matter what

So when you turn to hide your eyes
Cause the movie, it made you cry
That's when I love you
I love you a little more each time

And when you can't quite match your clothes
Or when you laugh at your own jokes
That's when I love you
I love you more than you know

And when you forget that we had a date
Or that look that you give when you show up late
Baby I love you
I love you anyway

Cause here's my promise made tonight
You can count on me for life
Cause that's when I love you
When nothing you do could change my mind
The more I learn the more I love
The more my heart can't get enough
That's when I love you
When I love you no matter what

That's when I love you
When nothing baby
Nothing you do could change my mind
The more I learn the more I love
The more my heart can't get enough
That's when I love you
When I love you
No matter what.

A Letter.

First and foremost, I am Nuraqilah binti Abdul Nasir. I am 20 years old and I would like to further my study in Victoria University of Wellington in Bachelor of Laws (LLB) in the year of 2009.

I want to further my study in Victoria University of Wellington (VUW) because this university is particularly well known for its law programme. I have checked the status with Public Service Department of Malaysia and they have approved that the degree form VUW is recognized by Malaysian government. I prefer to further my study in VUW is because I believe that; no disrespect to Malaysian education system, the overseas education system is well established and produced exceptional graduates. And I would like to be one of those. Besides that, I want to improve my English language because it is very important nowadays. Basically, it will help me to communicate and process information more accurately. In the near future, this will help me in obtaining a good career since English is the main important criteria in order to get a job. Apart from that, by studying abroad, I can improve my soft skills, especially my communication skill. In VUW, I can meet many kind of people with different cultures and I can mix around with them. This may build my confidence in dealing with people indirectly. This limb is very important to me because it helps me in achieving my intended career, to be a diplomatic. Moreover, my friends who further their study at this university also recommended to me to further my study at VUW.

New Zealand appeals to me as my study destination mainly because of the education system, the system of government, the temperate climate and the unique culture. Basically, I first heard about education in New Zealand from Dr. Mazlan Othman. She is the first woman to take a PhD in physics at Otago, and when she returned to Malaysia she became Malaysia’s first astrophysicist. This means that New Zealand has a great education system. Beside that, the government system of New Zealand is slightly similar the government system of Malaysia -- Westminster system. It would be easier for me to understand New Zealand’s legal system. Also, New Zealand has a temperate climate. I think such weather is comfortable for study purposes as well as for outdoor activities. Furthermore, New Zealand has a unique and dynamic culture. The culture of its indigenous Maori people affects the language, the arts, and even the accents of all New Zealanders. Their place in the South Pacific and their love of the outdoors, sport, and the arts make New Zealanders and their culture unique in the world. I really want to experience this. I want to gain the knowledge of my proposed study as much as I can, as well as to experience the different environment of a foreign country with a multicultural people.

Therefore, from the justification above, I do hope that you will consider my application to further my study in New Zealand. Thank you. :))

Dream.

This morning.. I had a dream. A weird one. I dont really remember the dream. But it keeps on spinning in my mind. It was about the superstitious thingy. I'm not sure but all I know now I have become a person who is full of fear. I just feel insecure. I dont know how to let go this feelings, how to share it with others. Is this a sign? Oh God.. please do help me! :((

Freedom Of Speech

OMG! Benci betul presentation hari ni. teruk~~~~ ish. tak pasal pasal je kena buat mini presentation isnin ni. Aduhai. Malas! But it is okey Aqila. It is for your own good! Think positive. Think positive~~ :D Good luck to me! Hopefully this monday everything will run smoothly. Gambatte kudasai Aqila~ heheeee :)

I like you!

I have kept that for sooo long!

So that was it. And now I felt sooo legaa~~ :D

Next time, maybe if I were to like someone I should tell that person straight away. No need to simpan simpan anymore.

Kan? Hahahaa :p

xoxo

Question.

Lately, I have this one question that keep on spinning in my mind. Why cant we accept the person who likes us? What I did was I wrote this question on a piece of paper and I passed it around during land law class just now. Here is what I got. :)

• Shukriah: Aku boleh terima je. Kita sepatutnya terima orang yang suka kat kita. bukan kita yang suka kat orang tu. Ni penting tau. Sebab kalau dia sayang kita, dia takkan buat kita terluka. That means dia takkan sia-siakan kita. Tak kisah la kalau kita tak suka dia pun. Perasaan tu kan boleh dipupuk sikit demi sikit. Kalau dia sayang kita, mesti dia buat macam-macam kat kita untuk buat kita suka dia kan? Aku bercakap berdasarkan pengalaman tau... Ni kisah benar. hahahahaaa

• Afzan: Sebab orang tu bukan taste kita. Kalau terima jugak nanti jadi tak best la relationship tu. Tak boleh hipokrit tau. Kalau orang tu sudi nak jadi kawan kita takpe la. Kalau tanak kirim salam je la... Hihii

• Hani: I believe in destiny. If we are meant to be together then someday we will. Bak kata orang kalau jumpa "the one" tu, hati kita akan dup dap dup dap.. Mana boleh kita terima suka-suka je, kita pun kena la ada feel kat dia. hahahaa...

• Syiera: Mula-mula usha dulu, takkan nak amik je kot. Tapi kalau orang tu tak bagus tapi kita dah tersangkut, bila tiba-tiba jadi tak best jangan menyesal. Hahahaaa... Sebab kita boleh dapat yang lagi baik. Pastu, kesimpulannya kena usha, tengok, skodeng dan sewaktu dengannya dulu. Bila dah okey, baru la terima. Tapi apa kata hani tu betul, kadang-kadang kita tengok orang tu.. hati kita dah kata "yang tu untuk kita" (erti kata lain jantung nak tercabut la even baru jumpa) hehehe. Dah jodoh tak boleh tolak, takde jodoh tak boleh la nak melalak.

• Meck: Love who loved you, dont love who you love (sorry betulkan grammar). Sebab orang yang suka kita, confirm diorg suka. Orang yang kita suka tak semestinya suka kita. So sukalah orang yang suka kita sebab confirm ikhlas. hahahaaa...

• T-rex: Kenapa kita tak suka orang yang suka kat kita? Hmmmm... susah ni. Jawapan yang utama, dia tak memiliki ciri-ciri lelaki idamanku hahahaa! sah-sah la kena reject. Yang kedua, suka je tak guna kalau tak bersungguh-sungguh memikat (jangan ingat orang macam ni takde! tak percaya? aku boleh bagi contoh (: ) Yang ketiga, hati dah dimiliki oleh insan lain. Haruslah tak dapat sbb hati kita ada satu je takkan nak terima jugak. If terima jadi cinta tiga segi pulak! Tapi realitinya, kalau dah ditakdirkan dah ada jodoh kita tak suka pun memang akan bersama jugak. :)

• Alau: Okay, it is usually like that. Maybe at that time when you found out that he likes you, usually you already like someone else and those feelings you have cant be forced. Maybe you can try to have the same feelings towards him but it doesnt really work out sometimes. So when you are in this situation, it is better not to give false hope to the person who likes you, and dont force yourself because you cant lie to yourself when it involves your feelings. Thats all lah. Call me for more explanation on this.

• Christ: Because it is always turns out to be the most unexpected person. As in the last peson on earth that you think would like you in a million years. Solution: 1. Dont lead him on. 2. "Dont phunk with his heart." 3. Follow your heart. <3

• Illa: Sebab kadang-kadang orang yang suka kita tu tak menepati criteria yang kita nak pada seorg lelaki. Then first impression kita kat orang tu pun boleh buat kita tak boleh terima dia cakap dia suka kita. Actually bukan memilih atau nak yang sempurna tapi cukup sekadar sedap mata memandang la and sejuk je hati bila tengok orang yang kita suka tu. Patu kalau tak boleh terima orang yang suka kat kita jangan la pulak main-mainkan perasaan orang tu. Buat tatau je sudah. Tak sakit kepala nanti. Tapi kan, kadang-kadang ada jugak yang suka kita just nak play around, konon nak test market.. busuk punya olang!

• Huda: Sebab kita tak suka kat dia. Buat apa nak susahkan diri terima dia. Nanti sakit jantung... mati cepat. Huhuhu.. rugi la mati muda~

Hmmm the feedbacks are interesting. :)) Actually I really have no idea regarding this issue. As for me, I think it is up to her whether to accept him or not. Whatever it is.. come people come... lets fall in love~~ hehee :p

Quiet aqila. :|

Haish. What is wrong?

Hmmmm maybe I should keep silence.

For a while.

Hish..

Okey okey aqilaa ssshhhhh

My Dad. My Hero.

I saw abah just now. He is already asleep. Suddenly, I felt like I am soooo afraid. I am afraid of losing abah. I remember that one time when I had a dream where he passed away. I was asleep but at the same time I was crying my heart out. It was like real. If it were to happen, I cant imagine how myself would be. He means the world to me. He is the only man in me. Dear God, please dont take him away from me! :(


He treated me as an adult but he always knew that I am still his little girl.

He hold me high off the ground where the sunlight sings.

He will be the deep music that tells me all is right when I awake frantic with the terrors of the night.

He will be the great mountain that rises in my heart and shows me how I might get home when all else falls apart.

He gives me the love that is my sea and air, so diving deep or soaring high, I will always find him there.

I will never ever be ready to be without him.. God, please do hear me!

Randomness.

Random facts.

1. I am seriously overloaded now, but still thinking about foooood~~ haish.

2. I am no longer a night person lately.

3. Only now I know how to merajuk. ngahahaa :D

4. I hate myself when my mood swings. aduhai.

5. I am not a friendly person. and I dont smile.

6. I love to be alone. sometimes. even I knew that dia wont allow me to do so. heheee

7. I am good at hiding my feelings.

8. I am a good-listener. but dont ask for my opinion.

9. I want to further my study overseas. I have no reasons why but I insist!

10. I am stubborn.

11. I miss my besties. 6 of us. I hope we can be back to normal. together. please~ :(

12. I think I am in love~ :))

13. Currently addicted to justea and chicken mcnuggets. no more coke for me.

14. Loves to laugh. so much!

15. A happy-go-lucky person.

16. Camera-freak! hahahaa.. u dont know how freak I can be. :p

17. I love volleyball. but I am bad at it. soooo bad!

18. I am an anti-social person now.

19. Loves driving alone. with good music. :)

20. I am 20 but still act like I am 16. hahahaa