I like you!

I have kept that for sooo long!

So that was it. And now I felt sooo legaa~~ :D

Next time, maybe if I were to like someone I should tell that person straight away. No need to simpan simpan anymore.

Kan? Hahahaa :p

xoxo

Question.

Lately, I have this one question that keep on spinning in my mind. Why cant we accept the person who likes us? What I did was I wrote this question on a piece of paper and I passed it around during land law class just now. Here is what I got. :)

• Shukriah: Aku boleh terima je. Kita sepatutnya terima orang yang suka kat kita. bukan kita yang suka kat orang tu. Ni penting tau. Sebab kalau dia sayang kita, dia takkan buat kita terluka. That means dia takkan sia-siakan kita. Tak kisah la kalau kita tak suka dia pun. Perasaan tu kan boleh dipupuk sikit demi sikit. Kalau dia sayang kita, mesti dia buat macam-macam kat kita untuk buat kita suka dia kan? Aku bercakap berdasarkan pengalaman tau... Ni kisah benar. hahahahaaa

• Afzan: Sebab orang tu bukan taste kita. Kalau terima jugak nanti jadi tak best la relationship tu. Tak boleh hipokrit tau. Kalau orang tu sudi nak jadi kawan kita takpe la. Kalau tanak kirim salam je la... Hihii

• Hani: I believe in destiny. If we are meant to be together then someday we will. Bak kata orang kalau jumpa "the one" tu, hati kita akan dup dap dup dap.. Mana boleh kita terima suka-suka je, kita pun kena la ada feel kat dia. hahahaa...

• Syiera: Mula-mula usha dulu, takkan nak amik je kot. Tapi kalau orang tu tak bagus tapi kita dah tersangkut, bila tiba-tiba jadi tak best jangan menyesal. Hahahaaa... Sebab kita boleh dapat yang lagi baik. Pastu, kesimpulannya kena usha, tengok, skodeng dan sewaktu dengannya dulu. Bila dah okey, baru la terima. Tapi apa kata hani tu betul, kadang-kadang kita tengok orang tu.. hati kita dah kata "yang tu untuk kita" (erti kata lain jantung nak tercabut la even baru jumpa) hehehe. Dah jodoh tak boleh tolak, takde jodoh tak boleh la nak melalak.

• Meck: Love who loved you, dont love who you love (sorry betulkan grammar). Sebab orang yang suka kita, confirm diorg suka. Orang yang kita suka tak semestinya suka kita. So sukalah orang yang suka kita sebab confirm ikhlas. hahahaaa...

• T-rex: Kenapa kita tak suka orang yang suka kat kita? Hmmmm... susah ni. Jawapan yang utama, dia tak memiliki ciri-ciri lelaki idamanku hahahaa! sah-sah la kena reject. Yang kedua, suka je tak guna kalau tak bersungguh-sungguh memikat (jangan ingat orang macam ni takde! tak percaya? aku boleh bagi contoh (: ) Yang ketiga, hati dah dimiliki oleh insan lain. Haruslah tak dapat sbb hati kita ada satu je takkan nak terima jugak. If terima jadi cinta tiga segi pulak! Tapi realitinya, kalau dah ditakdirkan dah ada jodoh kita tak suka pun memang akan bersama jugak. :)

• Alau: Okay, it is usually like that. Maybe at that time when you found out that he likes you, usually you already like someone else and those feelings you have cant be forced. Maybe you can try to have the same feelings towards him but it doesnt really work out sometimes. So when you are in this situation, it is better not to give false hope to the person who likes you, and dont force yourself because you cant lie to yourself when it involves your feelings. Thats all lah. Call me for more explanation on this.

• Christ: Because it is always turns out to be the most unexpected person. As in the last peson on earth that you think would like you in a million years. Solution: 1. Dont lead him on. 2. "Dont phunk with his heart." 3. Follow your heart. <3

• Illa: Sebab kadang-kadang orang yang suka kita tu tak menepati criteria yang kita nak pada seorg lelaki. Then first impression kita kat orang tu pun boleh buat kita tak boleh terima dia cakap dia suka kita. Actually bukan memilih atau nak yang sempurna tapi cukup sekadar sedap mata memandang la and sejuk je hati bila tengok orang yang kita suka tu. Patu kalau tak boleh terima orang yang suka kat kita jangan la pulak main-mainkan perasaan orang tu. Buat tatau je sudah. Tak sakit kepala nanti. Tapi kan, kadang-kadang ada jugak yang suka kita just nak play around, konon nak test market.. busuk punya olang!

• Huda: Sebab kita tak suka kat dia. Buat apa nak susahkan diri terima dia. Nanti sakit jantung... mati cepat. Huhuhu.. rugi la mati muda~

Hmmm the feedbacks are interesting. :)) Actually I really have no idea regarding this issue. As for me, I think it is up to her whether to accept him or not. Whatever it is.. come people come... lets fall in love~~ hehee :p

Quiet aqila. :|

Haish. What is wrong?

Hmmmm maybe I should keep silence.

For a while.

Hish..

Okey okey aqilaa ssshhhhh

My Dad. My Hero.

I saw abah just now. He is already asleep. Suddenly, I felt like I am soooo afraid. I am afraid of losing abah. I remember that one time when I had a dream where he passed away. I was asleep but at the same time I was crying my heart out. It was like real. If it were to happen, I cant imagine how myself would be. He means the world to me. He is the only man in me. Dear God, please dont take him away from me! :(


He treated me as an adult but he always knew that I am still his little girl.

He hold me high off the ground where the sunlight sings.

He will be the deep music that tells me all is right when I awake frantic with the terrors of the night.

He will be the great mountain that rises in my heart and shows me how I might get home when all else falls apart.

He gives me the love that is my sea and air, so diving deep or soaring high, I will always find him there.

I will never ever be ready to be without him.. God, please do hear me!

Randomness.

Random facts.

1. I am seriously overloaded now, but still thinking about foooood~~ haish.

2. I am no longer a night person lately.

3. Only now I know how to merajuk. ngahahaa :D

4. I hate myself when my mood swings. aduhai.

5. I am not a friendly person. and I dont smile.

6. I love to be alone. sometimes. even I knew that dia wont allow me to do so. heheee

7. I am good at hiding my feelings.

8. I am a good-listener. but dont ask for my opinion.

9. I want to further my study overseas. I have no reasons why but I insist!

10. I am stubborn.

11. I miss my besties. 6 of us. I hope we can be back to normal. together. please~ :(

12. I think I am in love~ :))

13. Currently addicted to justea and chicken mcnuggets. no more coke for me.

14. Loves to laugh. so much!

15. A happy-go-lucky person.

16. Camera-freak! hahahaa.. u dont know how freak I can be. :p

17. I love volleyball. but I am bad at it. soooo bad!

18. I am an anti-social person now.

19. Loves driving alone. with good music. :)

20. I am 20 but still act like I am 16. hahahaa