It's a mistake to confuse pity and love.

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Email.

Dengan secara tiba-tiba, saya teringin untuk berbalas e-mail. Hmm anyone? Hehee :)

ME!

Love the lyrics :)

IMY :S

I MISS YOU, KIDDO!

Shazleen Said. One word to define her, independent. Even though she act like a kid, but she is super independent! The one thing I admire the most. She sacrifice her time with her family to enable her to achieve her dreams.

I never even think that she will be one of my bestest friends. I knew her since pre-law in Kedah but I have only been given the chance to really know her last year. During LLB. We were roommates back then.

She is not fussy at all. I always bought her dinner. Anything would be fine. And since she dislikes roti so much, I taught her to eat roti with mushroom soup for breakfast/brunch. Sedap kan? Hahaa. When she is sick, she will sleep like forever! Hishh. No good lah.

I was a bit sad when she had to leave me after she completed her studies (seriously!). But then she managed to make a come back! Cool kan. Hehee. We did crazy fun stuff together. I really miss the moment we were together. Oh oh. And believe me, she is a great singer! Suara merdu (Anggota SUKSIS, please take note!). HAHAAA

Hmmm. Rindu nak karaoke, duduk dekat padang belakang Bluewave Hotel sampai subuh main truth-or-dare, watch movie, makan-makan, stalking, SUKSIS, etc. I just miss the good old days together.

If only I could turn back time .. :(

Wanita :)

Kaum feminin cakap “susah jadi wanita”, mereka telah digoda dan diperdaya oleh syaitan dan hawa nafsunya sendiri, seperti yang kita lihat dialog dibawah, bagaikan mempersoalkan ketentuan Allah terhadap mereka. Dengan kata lain yang agak kasar, Allah berat sebelah pada kaum wanita.

Keluhan remaja perempuan A:
“Aduh, situ tutup, sini tutup. Susah la gini. Apasal laki-laki mudah saja. Tak pakai baju pun takpe. Perempuan auratnya lagi banyak.”

Keluhan isteri A:
“Kenapa la kita para isteri ni nak keluar kena minta izin dari suami kita, padahal suami kita nak keluar kemana-mana pun tak bagitau kita takpe pulak.”

Keluhan remaja perempuan B:
“Jika kita ikut faraid dalam hal pusaka, rugilah kita. Sebab bahagian harta pusaka perempuan lagi sedikit berbanding harta yang anak lelaki dapat. Kami mahu keadilan!”

Keluhan isteri B:
“Kenapa Allah jadikan wanita mengandung dan rasa sakitnya nak melahirkan anak. Suami kita rileks saja? Masa buat anak carilah kita, masa nak beranak kita tanggung sendiri!”

Keluhan isteri C:
“Islam kata kita perempuan wajib taat pada suami, tapi ada Islam cakap suami perlu taat pada isterinya? Mana keadilan pada kaum hawa?”

Keluhan isteri D:
“Bila nak cerai je, suami yang boleh jatuhkan talak. Kenapa isteri tak bolek ceraikan suaminya? Kenapa?”

Keluhan remaja perempuan C:
“Wanita takleh nak beribadat macam lelaki, sebab bila kita ada haid dan nifas, takleh nak solat dan puasa. Ingat perempuan ni suka ke tak solat dan puasa?”.

Dan kemudian datanglah pertubuhan dan organisasi yang membela kaum wanita, dan menuntut hak samarata antara gender, mengekploitasi fahaman wanita yang terjejas akidahnya dek kerana disogok pertanyaan. Kaum lelaki pula cakap, “Ah, mujur aku ni lelaki!”

Tunggu..! Istigfarlah pada wanita yang ada perasaan seperti di atas. Mujur ada seorang lelaki yang bukanlah seorang ustaz namun amat yakin bahawa Allah itu Maha Adil. Dia tidak mampu menuturkan sabda Rasulullah s.a.w dan petikan dari ayat Al-Quran, namun dengan keimanan dan ilmu sedikit yang dia ada ,diolah sebaiknya untuk menjawab soalan-soalan melampau itu.

Lelaki beriman menjawab keluhan remaja perempuan A:
“Cik adik, Islam lah yang mengangkat aurat wanita. Benda yang mahal harganya akan dijaga dan dibelai serta disimpan ditempat yang teraman dan terbaik. Awak ada emas dan permata, adakah awak nak letak terdedah ditepi laluan lalu lalang atau disimpan dirumah agar tiada siapa melihat perhiasan itu? Ok, jika awak letakkan perhiasan tadi dikalangan orang, agaknya apa akan jadi dengan barang perhiasan tadi? Lelaki, yang utama hanyalah bawah pusat ke lutut tapi awak? Saya tidak dapat melihat kulit anda pun kecuali muka dan tangan! Awak tak mungkin akan terangsang nafsu tengok saya hanya berseluar pendek ke lutut kan? Tapi kalau sebaliknya, jangankan saya, tapi tok imam pun akan tercabut serbannya jika tengok awak pakai hanya seluar pendek!”

Lelaki beriman menjawab keluhan isteri A:
“Ok, isteri perlu taat pada suami. Jadi, lelaki apa? Suami perlu wajib taat juga kepada ibunya tiga kali lebih utama dari ayahnya, walaupun dia sudah berkeluarga. Isteri tidak perlu lagi, taatnya hanya pada suami. Kenapa awak perlu taat pada suami? Kerana suami kalian lah yang menanggung dosa yang kalian lakukan!”

Lelaki beriman menjawab keluhan remaja perempuan B:
“Betul ke wanita menerima warisan pusaka lagi sedikit daripada lelaki? Tapi kan, harta itu memang hak untuk wanita itu dan dia berhak lakukan apa saja yang dia mahu. Shh.. jangan kongsi dengan sape-sape walaupun suami. Tak kesian pada lelaki ke, dia perlu membahagikan harta pusaka itu kepada isteri dan anak-anaknya. Kalau isteri dia ramai, anak dia ramai, harta pulak secebis, tak merasa lah jawabnya!”

Lelaki beriman menjawab Keluhan isteri B:
“Tahniah la sebab awak dapat mengandung dan melahirkan. Setiap kali awak begitu, wanita itu didoakan oleh sekalian makhluk dan malaikat! Beruntungnya awak! Andaikan awak meninggal pula masa beranak tu, percayalah… itu mati syahid dan ganjarannya syurga. Ya, syurga menanti awak malah beranak 15 kali pun sihat sampai ke tua! Sebab tu tak ramai orang wanita meninggal masa melahirkan !”

Lelaki beriman menjawab Keluhan isteri C:
“Akhirat nanti, saya dan lelaki lain didunia ini akan diminta bertanggungjawab keatas empat jenis wanita. Siapa? Mereka ialah isteri saya, ibu saya, anak perempuan saya dan adik perempuan saya. Tahu maksudnya? Awak nanti di akhirat, awak akan dibantu oleh empat lelaki! Siapa mereka? Mereka ialah suami, ayah, adik atau abang malah anak lelaki awak!”

Lelaki beriman menjawab Keluhan remaja perempuan C:
“Nak beribadat macam lelaki? Ingat mudah ke nak dapat syurga? Sedarlah, awak sebagai wanita boleh masuk sebarang pintu syurga yang awak sukai. Ya, dah la syurga, ada pilihan pula hanya dengan empat cara. Apa itu? Solat lima waktu, berpuasa bulan Ramadhan, menjaga kehormatan dan tahu apa satu lagi? Taat pada suami awak. Itu saja asasnya!”

Lelaki beriman menjawab Keluhan isteri D:
“Saya, seorang lelaki wajib berjihad fisabilillah. Awak, seorang wanita jika taat akan suaminya,dan menunaikan tanggungjawabnya kepada Allah, maka awak akan turut menerima pahala setara seperti pahala orang pergi berjihad fisabilillah tanpa perlu mengangkat senjata!”

Lelaki beriman bertanya:
“Sebenarnya, apa lagi yang awak mahu, wahai kaum hawa?”

Namun, wanita-wanita tadi menangis dan salah seorangnya berkata;
“MasyaAllah, sayangnya Allah pada wanita, namun kami sendiri yang mengheret diri ke neraka yang mana ramainya kaum kami berbanding kaum lelaki!”

Demikianlah dialog wanita-wanita yang curiga itu dengan seorang lelaki biasa namun beriman.

Musuh Islam tidak akan berhenti melakukan segala upaya, sampai kita ikut dan tunduk kepada cara-cara dan peraturan yang dipromosikan dan diperjuangkan mereka.

Allah, yang menciptakan kita, maka sudah pasti Dia yang Maha Tahu pada manusia, sehingga segala hukumNya malah peraturanNya, tentulah yang terbaik bagi manusia dibandingkan dengan segala peraturan yang dicipta manusia.

Wahai lelaki, jagalah isterimu kerana dia perhiasan, pakaian dan ladangmu, sebagaimana Rasulullah s.a.w pernah mengajarkan agar kaum lelaki berbuat baik selalu (lembut) terhadap isteri anda sekalian.

Berbahagialah wahai para muslimah. Tunaikan dan menegakkan agamamu, nescaya syurga menanti...

Updates .

Okay. I saw many of my facebook friends updated their blogs. So I was like jealous! Hahahaa. I want to write but I just dont know where to start, how to put it in sentences.

Latest update.

1. I have completed my LL.B. Alhamdulillah. That phase of my life done with! Yeayyy :)

2. Now, I am currently reading in chambers at M. Raman & Associates somewhere in Seri Kembangan. I dont know. I dont think I am doing this with all my heart. I hope I can get through the 9 months without any pain or brain injuries. Haihhh. (It is actually a simple thing, I am the one who made it complicated!) -.-"

3. Only now I realised that my english is so damn POOR! I find it hard to communicate with others in English. (LOSER!)

4. I keep making mistakes. Shit! You are supposed to minimise your mistakes, and maximise your turnover Aqila. Hishhh :S

5. I'm hungry. As always :/ People are losing weight during Ramadhan but I cant stop putting on weight to myself! I cant stop eating. Darnnn (Again, LOSER! big time)

6. I am still creating myself!

I Hate Being Stuck In The Middle! -.-

ABOUT ME! (my piece of crap)

This is an essay about me that was sent to one of my lecturers. The story, the sentence, the grammar, it is like a primary school standard. I know! But I really have no idea what to tell others about me. There is nothing interesting about it :S



When I was young, I always thought about many ridiculous things. For instance, I thought that I came from the moon, there was a boogie man under my bed, and doctors were alien. However, mother told me that it was only my imagination and there were no such things in this real world. I started to think rationally and asked everyone around about that. I guess mother was right. There is no such thing in this real world. She also explained a few things about me. She said my name, Aqilah means intelligent and beautiful (it does not reflect me I think -_-"). I was born on 16th January and according to my star sign, the Capricorn is a hardworking, dependable, like to be active and love adventure, believe strongly in freedom and they do not change their mind easily (again it does not reflect me!).

In my early childhood, I like to play video games and my all time favourite is Mario Brothers. I like to watch cartoons too and this is one thing that has stayed with me throughout my life. As I grew into girlhood, I started to love outdoor activities like camping, bicycling, and running. I also like to play volleyball. I was one of the state players for Selangor and after I finished the primary school, I got an offer to continue my study at Bukit Jalil Sports School. However, my parents refused to send me there because they were afraid that I might ignore my study. I have to obey that even though I was a bit disappointed with that decision. Now that I am on the threshold of adulthood, my world has grown to include exciting friends and a new environment of life.

For many years, I have been interested in studying astronomy. My interest in pursuing this field stems from several factors which have affected me. First, I would like to study the mysteries of the universe. Astronomy is a science that seeks to explain everything that we observe in the universe, from the comets and planets in our own solar system to distant galaxies to the echoes of the Big Bang. Second, I am fascinated by physics. I believe, through the study of astronomy, I can effectively satisfy my curiosity in this field. However, there is no specific course for astronomy or astrophysics here in Malaysia. Therefore, my mother directed me to further study in law. Since mother knows best, I gave up on my interest and applied for Pre-Degree in Law at Mara University of Technology (UiTM).

I had never dreamt of becoming a lawyer in my entire life. This is due to the fact that I am not good at history, language and diplomacy. Besides that, I have this mind-setting that it is expensive to become a lawyer. The fees – if I did not further my study in UiTM, the attire, the books and journals, and the high cost in maintaining the practice. Other than that, my soft skills is weak and I can hardly deal with people effectively. However, during my study, I am developing this skill and the courses, pre-degree and Bachelor of Legal Studies (BLS) has taught me a lot. I am more confident to communicate with others; I am able to express my thoughts, and I am still developing the skills up until now. I manage to complete my pre-degree, and I have also graduated from UiTM’s Bachelor in Legal Studies (BLS) on time.

Besides study, in order to gain more experience and to enjoy my campus life, I joined this uniformed body called SUKSIS which stands for ‘Sukarelawan Polis Siswa Siswi’ for six semesters. I was commissioned as a voluntary police inspector on 19th June 2010 by the former Inspector General of Police, Tan Sri Musa Hassan. It was really one of the sweetest moment of mine.



Now, when I look at the picture of myself, I realize how much I have grown and changed, not only physically, but also mentally as a person in the last couple of years. The picture was taken on the day of my commission as a voluntary police inspector. Less than one month after this photograph was taken, I have registered myself at UiTM as a law student, without any idea of what to expect. I enrolled my first semester of Bachelor of Laws (LL.B) as an innocent one. I am one of the partners of Nuraini Roslan & Associates from group G. I was a bit scared of this course before because I heard the rumours that this course is so tough that you do not even have time for your own self. Now that I have entered the second semester, the focuses in my life have changed dramatically. I think I am able to manage my time wisely and I am mentally prepared.

At first, before I enrol this course, I expected that this course is just the same as BLS. However, I was wrong. After the classes began, the first thing I get acquainted with is not actually the legal principles, but more of the rules of daily practice. Simple matters like filing documents in court, effecting service of documents and drafting, all becomes part of the routine. I do not think this is taught at other law schools at other local universities in Malaysia. What else could I ask for? I just hope that I will complete this course with flying colours and the future is yet to be decided.

As the college experience approaches, I am still the same person, only modified to better maximize my talents. Although I still have some time to play volleyball and see movies, perhaps one of the few similarities between this photograph and me now is my smile.