Paintball, I want MORE! :DD

SUKSIS oh SUKSIS :)

Few weeks back, I was attending SUKSIS training for Majlis Perbarisan Tamat Latihan & Penyampaian Sijil Kor SUKSIS Semalaysia 2010. It was held in UM and the training was for 2 weeks.

First week, latihan kawad best tapi tak laratlah sebab asyik kena dengar SM Said(oh harap-harap SM tak baca hahaa) membebel. Dah la dalam keadaan statik semasa senang diri, kena jemur tengah panas lagi sampai 2 jam. Aduhai, memanglah sangat meletihkan, menghitamlegamkan, dan memanaskan hati ini! Nasib baik mental tak tercalar. Haih. Second week, Tuan Rahman telah mengadakan rampasan kuasa. And time ni barulah kami sedar kenapa UiTM dibenci. Hahaa. But who cares? Kan kan. I am so proud to part of UiTM! :) Second week dah terasa macam sekejap je. Aktiviti paling menarik minggu ini ialah poco-poco. It was so much fun doing it! :DD

19th June 2010 - Majlis Perbarisan Tamat Latihan & Penyampaian Sijil Kor SUKSIS Semalaysia 2010.

The event started at 0715 am. It was okay and thank God ucapan VC UM dan Raja Dr. Nazrin kejap je. Kalau tak, confirm ramai yang pengsan. Hahaa. Tapi masa habis perbarisan, tiba-tiba je keluar air mata. We have made it! Dengan jayanya! Sangat memuaskan hati :) Ada juga senior Skuad 3 yang datang tengok kami. Suka~~ Sebab Skuad 4 memang dah dimanjakan oleh Skuad 3. Hahahaaa :PP Oh oh. I am so in love dengan Pancaragam PDRM. Mereka sangat attractive! Hahahaa :D

Then, kena rush pegi dewan pula untuk penyampaian sijil. Tukar tudung, stokin, kasut dalam bas. Memang sangat tercemarlah udara dalam bas tu. Hahaa. Sorry encik driver bas. Majlis ni macam boring sikitlah (sebab saya tidak suka majlis formal). Lepas settle majlis dalam dewan, kami terus balik kolej. And unfortunately, makanan untuk lunch telah dikebas oleh orang-orang yang tidak bertanggungjawab. Haish. Lapar kot! Hm redha je laa.

Next, kami ada majlis bersama jurulatih. Kami masuk baris, buat perlahan jalan sambil nyanyi lagu bertemu dan berpisah. Sangat touching okay! Memang tak boleh tahan dah air mata ni. Lepas tu kena jumpa jurulatih sorang-sorang. Time ni lagi la sedih! Jurulatih pun speechless. They love us so much, and we love them more! :\

Malam, kami ada dinner. Tak berapa menariklah. Semua pon tak sabar nak balik kolej. Lepas je Tan Sri Musa Hassan balik, kami pon terus berlari-lari naik bas. Boring kot. Hahaaa. Tapi malam tu budak lelaki dah beli kek utk jurulatih. So malam tu ada lagi la aktiviti dengan jurulatih. Kami nyanyi lagu memori tercipta. And again, menyentuh perasaan juga. Sedih. We are just like one big loving family. Masa makan kek tu, mereka siap main baling-baling krim la pulak. Cis. nasib baik sempat menyelamatkan diri. Ish ishh.

So, overall, 2 weeks in UM did give quite a big impact to us. We spent most of the time together. We took care of each other, had our meal together, practice together, share the laugh and tears all together. We just love each other. This will be my most precious memories ever and hopefully our friendship will last forever. Ameen.

And that was the last chapter of Skuad 4 :(



Our guardian angels hahaa :D

Daddy's (little) girl :)

I do not know why but suddenly I want to re-post my entry about my hero. He is very kind-hearted even though his face does not look so friendly. He does not talk too much but he has his own perspectives. He loves maths and puzzles yet he is a very simple person. He is the only man in me, and it will always be.

He treated me as an adult but he always knew that I am still his little girl.

He hold me high off the ground where the sunlight sings.

He will be the deep music that tells me all is right when I awake frantic with the terrors of the night.

He will be the great mountain that rises in my heart and shows me how I might get home when all else falls apart.

He gives me the love that is my sea and air, so diving deep or soaring high, I will always find him there.

I will never ever be ready to be without him.. God, please do hear me!

Bored to the max! :S

Hi. I am bored like hell. I should be studying right now. Association Law II. My next paper will be on Wednesday. But I dont feel like doing so. Oh spirit, please come to me! :\

Last Saturday, my elder sister had just got engaged with her boyfriend, Yusni. Since both of them are residing in Dublin at the moment, so this event was done through webcam. It is kinda cool to me. The best part is, it was also a big family gathering where as usual, the mumsies will be at the kitchen, gossiping. The daddies will be at the porch, smoking. Us, will be at the hall doing stupid stuffs. And the small soldiers will be everywhere. This will only happens during hari raya. So that was a bonus and it was fun! :)

I also have a long conversation with Kak Long that day. There are many things that need to be done before her wedding on this October. I hope I can help it during this semester break.

Semester break. I am thinking of doing attachment again, but I will not be able to make it full for a month. I have camping on May 18th at Gunung Berembun, Terengganu. Wahh, dah lama tak ber-campping! Seronok :D However, this time the roommates will not be joining because they will do their attachments. Haih. I just cannot imagine. Hopefully it will be okay. After camping, there will be a Pulau Duyung homecoming programme. Darn. Seganlah! Tak nak pergi boleh tak? Tapi nak mencandat sutun je. Hehee. Then, on June 9th, we will have our two weeks training for passing out. Yeay! Bertambahlah gelap. Hahaa.

Oh. I need to jog. Like seriously! Sudah buncitlah. Oh nooo~~ Will arrange the schedule later, even though it is an established fact that AQILA + SCHEDULE = NEVER WORK! Hehee :DD Gambatte kudasai!

And I am so~ in love with this! crack, crack, crack, crack :DD

You make me SICK! blurghhhh

Let the music heal your soul, Aqila :(

I wish I were a little kid again, skinned knees are easier to fix than this broken heart.

I am no longer one of you.

I am all alone.

God, please always be with me.

And, thanks for making me a fighter!

Big girls dont cry, Aqila! So be one.

Time will heal.

Quick Updates.

I want to write but I dont have time. I have the idea but I dont know how to elaborate it. Guess I have to find the mood first, or so-called "ilham". Hehee. Well, this is just a quick update.

- Exam is like just around the corner. Janganlah malas Aqila! Please~ -_-

- I have a mission that needs to be accomplished. It does not have any deadline but lets do it as soon as practicable. Hahaaa

- Dinner oh dinner :S

- Camping at Gunung Berembun, Kuala Terengganu. This is good. Later after that, we will be sent back to keluarga angkat at Pulau Duyung for a few days. That is not good! Haih.

- Pyjama party. Lets go shopping for the costume! Hahahaa :DD

- Oh. I admire someone. But I dont think he ever glanced at me. But that is still okay I guess. Hehee :D

- Malas nak balik Shah Alam. Helpppp~

Have to go now. Too much things to do in soooo~~ little time :\