You make me SICK! blurghhhh

Let the music heal your soul, Aqila :(

I wish I were a little kid again, skinned knees are easier to fix than this broken heart.

I am no longer one of you.

I am all alone.

God, please always be with me.

And, thanks for making me a fighter!

Big girls dont cry, Aqila! So be one.

Time will heal.

Quick Updates.

I want to write but I dont have time. I have the idea but I dont know how to elaborate it. Guess I have to find the mood first, or so-called "ilham". Hehee. Well, this is just a quick update.

- Exam is like just around the corner. Janganlah malas Aqila! Please~ -_-

- I have a mission that needs to be accomplished. It does not have any deadline but lets do it as soon as practicable. Hahaaa

- Dinner oh dinner :S

- Camping at Gunung Berembun, Kuala Terengganu. This is good. Later after that, we will be sent back to keluarga angkat at Pulau Duyung for a few days. That is not good! Haih.

- Pyjama party. Lets go shopping for the costume! Hahahaa :DD

- Oh. I admire someone. But I dont think he ever glanced at me. But that is still okay I guess. Hehee :D

- Malas nak balik Shah Alam. Helpppp~

Have to go now. Too much things to do in soooo~~ little time :\

Chased .

Last night was the second time I had been chased by strangers on the road. Scary! Oh janganlah kejar saya ketika sedang memandu. And making any eye contact. Paling tak sukalah! Lets tinted the windows Aqila. Tapi takut nak cakap kat abah. Confirm kena bebel sebab sendiri yang cari pasal balik malam-malam kan. *I just love driving alone, and with good musics* Hehee. Wait till the suitable time comes lah kot. Haih.

Oh oh. I find this very cute! :D



Where is my Mr. Right? :PP

Almost!

Yesterday I went to IPK Selangor to “celebrate” Hari Polis Ke-203 with Huda and Zuraida with other juniors. We were the only seniors who joined this event. Felt a bit like an alien. Well, we, the seniors have crisis with the juniors. Okay that is another story. Hehe. By the way, they promised to gather at the bus stop at 0630 am sharp. Tapi janji melayulah kan. We were the first ones to come. Hish. When they came, I just looked at them without any expression on my face. Sorry I am never in the mood to smile at you guys. And as I mentioned before, it takes time :)

Okayyy back to the story. We arrived at the IPK Selangor around 0700 am. As usual, bila berjalan dalam baris, semua polis pun nak bising-bising suruh jalan betul-betul, jangan bercakap masa dalam baris. Haish. Like whatever~ The event started at 0800 am. So we were like mencuci mata *drooooooolsss* :P~ Hahaa. Well, I am always in love with the kawalan kehormatan. It is art! I wish I could do the perfect moves like them, especially the move of ‘rusuk senjata’. Mesti fail (tapi memang tak turun training pun kan hahaa). Suddenly, we saw a guy and he is super duper hot! OMG! Superb okay~ We were all looking at him. Sgt obvious kot! Hahaa. Dah 3 kali pergi sambut Hari Polis tapi tak pernah pun nampak dia. This is the first time. But then Encik Zul told us that that guy is menantu Tuan Rahman. Damn! *berkecai* Tak kisahlah kalau dia menantu sesiapa pun tapi kenapa menantu Tuan Rahman? We dont like him. Ish.

Then, during perbarisan, this is my first time in 3 years time that I was almost fainted! Tak Pernah-pernah kot. Hahaa. This is the outcome for not having any meal yesterday and in the morning. Wuwwuwuwu~ And only now I know how does it feels when you are about to collapse. At first, I was like yawning for almost hundred times. This is happening when I feel like I want to puke. Blurghh. The throat rasa payau-pahit and I cannot hear anything from my right ear. I was sweating from top to toe. Oh that was scary! Tapi memang takkan keluar baris. Bertahan selagi boleh! Dan disebabkan Encik Zul dah macam mencabar ketahanan mental so memang takkan keluar barislah kan. Guess what, I made it. Till the end! Cool eh~ ;)

We went for breakfast and took some pictures after that. So, moral of the story, for this upcoming passing out on June 2010, dont ever skip any meal, have at least a glass of water that early morning, kena paksa buang air pagi-pagi. Hahaa. That is what Encik Khalid told me. Overall, it was okey but last year's event is more happening :)

Selamat Hari Polis Ke-203. Keep up the good work! :)

First impression.

Recently I just realised that I was wrong in judging people. But I believe in my first impression towards strangers. If I felt uneasy right from the beginning of our first meeting, then for sure I will not be able to like him/her to be a friend of mine. So dont blame me. But sooner or later it will be okay. It takes time. Kan? Well, I am just ego. Hahaa.

I am so sorry I am still judging the book by its cover :D

Curiosity.

I dont think it is wrong to try new things. Well it is not about being too liberal, too broad-minded or terlalu kebaratan. It is definitely not! I am just eager to try things. Once is enough. At least I know what others dont. And it is all about having fun. But it does not even touch about halal and haram matters. Too far. What is so wrong about it? Explain. I just cant accept it since you did not state any reason for against it.

If I did not do anything wrong, it is hard for me to accept it as a mistake.

Bukan meninggi diri, but I still can differentiate between right and wrong.

I am so sorry for being the wild one. Again, I am sorry! :\